The Un-Glamorous Side of Game Design
I'm not the only one here either! Owlchick is in the next room working on The Fallen Dynasty stuff, and so is Peter Chang.
As a designer, I take my work very seriously and personal. Seeing what I am currently working on is nearly impossible to avoid by the gaming populace as anyone who comes from Freeport will have to pass through this zone. Does this stress me out? Yup! It's a scary prospect to make changes to anything the players play on a daily basis. You don't want to be the one who "screwed it up".
So, in an effort to try and not screw things up, I'm spending my Sunday at work, stressing out about something that I hope many of our players will enjoy instead of loathe. No pressure right?
I think that this is a very seldom seen side of what we do. I saw Moorgard here late at night every day this past week, and he worked the whole week of E3 prior. That is some tiring work my friends. Why does he do it? He loves his job, that's why.
Sometimes working on a game this big can be pretty overwhelming. Take the new player progression for instance. What players got to see was the culmination of about 5 months of work for some of us. By the time we got around to releasing it was a mix of relief and real fear. I was honestly worried that I might have screwed up the Qeynos newbie adventure areas, and the city zones with all the changes I had to do. We are talking about erasing NPCs, changing creature names, quest targets, loot, pathing, scripting, the whole nine yards. I personally "killed off" about 30 individual npcs in Qeynos Harbor alone in an effort to increase framerate in that zone. When I did that, I had to check every single character that I touched to make sure I didn't break some quest that possibly could have pointed at them.
Getting back to the whole un-glamorous thing. This job can be pretty rough if you don't have the self motivation to put in the work and hours it takes to get the job done. I remember being scared to death when I first started working here, because the depth and scope of what I was working on and the sheer responsibility of it all weighed down on me on the very first day. It can be intimidating working on one of the biggest MMOs ever. I sometimes wonder how many pairs of eyes have read Harclave's story, or how many people have killed a particular spawn of mine.
It usually all comes down to days like this, where I'm far from home, shoes off, blasting Emperor on my Ipod, banging it out. I love it!



